7dpo

Can I test, can I test? haha! I'm not going to test today but maybe tomorrow. I know that is crazy & it will be BFN but I just want to TEST! I might do an opk today just out of curiousity & to get my testing fix! haha... my temp went up today but I did take it later than I usually do. I turned my alarm off, didn't temp, and went back to sleep. An hour & 20 minutes later I wake up and realize I didn't temp so I did it then. I went ahead and put it in but put the different time so it gave me an open circle. My chart is pretty... unfortunately it always looks pretty after O. I always get super high temps after O until the ugly witch decides to show her face. No more pinching feeling in my side today like I had yesterday but today I woke up super gassy & with a backache. Since then I have gotten a headache... ugh! I hope these are symptoms of a BFP coming & not just my body playing tricks on me. Come on please let this be it...

6 dpo... what do you think?

Here is my chart... what do you think? :) I think it looks pretty decent so far.... and not really like how it typically looks. Today I have been having this weird thing going on in my side where it feels like something is squeezing me (left side right above my hipbone). Not sure what it is. I hate all the symptoms that you get during this time whether you are pregnant or not... it really messes with your brain!

5dpo

I love counting the days after I O because the bigger they get the closer I am to knowing if I am pregnant or starting fresh if I'm not. 5dpo today.... super hungry (for some reason I always get this way after O though) and also want to clean everything in sight. This is also a normal pre-AF symptom for me but it is normally a day or two before AF shows... hopefully she isn't showing in a day or two. Hopefully she isn't showing for 9 months or so... :) Work is still stressful but I am just putting that drama in God's hands and trying to be positive. I can't let this stress work its toll on my body even if I'm not making a baby I don't need it. I refuse to let it get to me. My chart looks different this cycle than it ever has. I hope this is a good thing and is not just because of the clomid. Come on let me be making a BABY!!!

Sometimes I think stress is my middle name...

Why oh why does life have to be stressful sometimes? Work is super stressful & it has NOTHING to do with teaching or the kids. It has to do with all the extra stuff that comes with it.... especially the politics. Ugh! I am trying my best not to stress about all this stuff and just relax but it is hard! On the ttc front I am now 4dpo & ready to test already! haha! I won't but I hate the wait... I'm so impatient. I've been having some major abdominal pains today but I have pains in it every cycle after O but it feels different this time. Who knows!

3dpo

I am now 3dpo & have SOLID crosshairs. The last two cycles I got dotted ones so yay for solid crosshairs! I love being able to see the crosshairs... that is when it really hits me that I could possibly find out I'm pregnant in about 2 weeks. I really hope this is it! I know I say & think that every cycle but I feel so good about this one. Even though I was doing all the normal stuff + the clomid, it felt more relaxed this cycle. I would love to conceive from a relaxed and positive cycle like this one. It is only 3dpo so of course no symptoms but I am slightly concerned about how high my coverline is. It isn't usually that high but we will see...

O!! :)

I O'd... and early! Woohoo!! :) The clomid worked! It also worked out great that we went away this weekend which it just so happens to be when I O'd. We had a perfect getaway and I feel so great about our chances this cycle. I know it is really possible that I don't get pregnant this cycle but I feel really great about it this time for some reason. Now I am officially in the 2ww. Please let this be it for me!!

Well...

This will probably be my last blog for a few days. DH and I are going away for the weekend! I am so excited to be getting away! It will be great. I'm hoping that maybe O will even come while we are gone. I have been having major EWCM the last two days but my OPKs have been negative.... close to positive... but negative. Come on O! :)