Dr appointment...

I finally have been able to take the time to call and make a dr's appointment. I have been trying to get ino touch with a nurse on the nurse's line since Monday. It is hard for me to be able to call any businesses with my job. I have a very limited amount of time during the day when I can actually talk on the phone so if they don't answer or call me back during that time period we usually just play phone tag. I have been playing phone tag with the nurse's line since Monday. I decided today to go ahead and make an appointment... unfortunately it isn't for another week and a half. I am really hoping that AF will decide to show up before then... like now would be nice. But if not... at least I have an appointment. I am still hoping to talk to a nurse to see what she has to say about what is going on. I feel that the stress I have had lately could be a big cause of what is going on. I wish I could just say poof and the stress be gone and my body would get back to normal... unfortunately that isn't going to happen and I don't see the stress that is in my life going away any time soon.

I am thinking about talking to my mom about this. I had planned not telling her that we were ttc because first I wanted it to be a suprise for her when we got pregnant. I naively thought it would happen quickly and couldn't wait to figure out how I was going to suprise my family by telling them. Then, when it didn't happen immediately, I didn't want to tell because I didn't want her asking me all the time how it was going. Now, I feel like I need my mom. I am so stressed and overwhelmed with some of the things going on in my life right now and I can't fully explain to her the pressure I am under if I do not tell her this. My mom & I have had a very open and honest relationship. We talk every day and I tell her almost everything. This is the only big secret I have ever kept from her... it is getting too difficult now.