Snow day, new blog look, and hurt feelings!

Today is another snow day so in honor of having a day to bum around I have changed the look on my blog. I like it... what do you think?
My best friend kind of stepped on my toes today and really hurt my feelings. Today is her birthday and she is ttc as well. So I called her to tell her happy birthday and in talking she said she felt so old and that she was hoping that she was going to be pregnant by her birthday. I told her I totally understood where she was coming from because I had the exact feelings about my birthday. She is in the 2ww so she could be pregnant. I told her that at least she didn't start her period on her birthday like I did on my birthday. She got really snippy and said that she was a year older than me. Ok? Neither one of us that old as far as having a baby... 24 & 25. I really don't think age has anything to do with why we aren't pregnant right now. I felt like she was saying she should get pregnant before me because she was older. Dh said I'm being silly because she didn't actually SAY that. I told him well if she really wanted to get into it I could have gone into saying well I've been married 3 years longer than you! BUT I didn't because I know age, length of marriage, etc doesn't make someone want to have a baby more... I know we both desperately want to have a baby so why get into that crap when it doesn't mean a hill of beans? Ok, vent over... thanks for listening!

Happy Snow Day!!!

At least I have a snow day today so I can relax and get over my moping in peace! The snow is beautiful! We don't have a lot yet but it is coming down pretty steady. I'm hoping we get enough to be out for Christmas break. Unfortunately we are supposed to be going Monday & 1/2 day Tuesday too so unless we get the snow they are calling for over the weekend too I doubt this snow will be enough. As much as I love my kiddos a few extra days of Christmas break would make me extremely happy! :) I start back on the clomid on Sunday. I didn't really have any symptoms from it last time (except maybe headaches which I get all the time anyway) so I hope I don't get them this time. Especially since it is right at Christmas time.

CD 1

CD 1... not much else to say.

No news is good news?

I'm so sure she is coming today but she hasn't yet. Come on stay away AF & temp spike tomorrow! PLEASE!!!!

Don't think there will be a 10dpo...

Well my temp dropped again today. I think today will be CD 1 not 10 dpo. I hate short lps... can I even get pregnant with them? I felt so good about this cycle... My poor dh came to me this morning because I had told him I was going to test and said did you temp? I said yep and I will be starting today so no test. He looked so disapointed.... I think he really thought this cycle was it too. Ugh, I hate CD 1. Esepcially when it hasn't started but you know it is coming. On to the next cycle I guess. At least this one wasn't super long & the clomid made me O on day 18.

Unexpected Snow Day!

We are having a snow day here so no school! Woohoo!! Unfortunately that gives me a whole day at home by myself to obsess over my symptoms! My temp was down again today... ugh. But, even though I am not good at checking my cervix... last cycle the day before AF started I tried and thought I felt it low.... and sure enough she showed the next day. I checked this morning & couldn't find it so I'm thinking it is still high so at least I might not start tomorrow. I could start as early as tomorrow since my lps are anywhere from 9-12 days. My temps do not look like they have ever looked before though. My temps are usually beautiful... they go up, up, up until it comes down for AF. This time not so beautiful... maybe ugly is my pregnancy chart! LOL. I can hope! I will test tomorrow with an IC. Have a great day everyone!

8dpo... temp drop!

Well I had a temp drop today... ugh. Don't like it! I am still having the occasional pinching feeling in my left side. I also have been extremely impatient and moody the last two days. I have had absolutely no patience. DH took me out last night and I got so mad at the waitress I almost said something to her over the dumbest thing. I am NEVER like that.... never, ever get angry at a waitress because I used to be one and would NEVER say anything. Luckily, dh woke me out of the stupor before I said something I would regret. I also have been eating constantly. All this said, it could all be symptoms of AF... after all my temp did drop today! My lp lasts anywhere from 9-12 days typically so I could be starting as early as Tuesday...ugh!