Tired & Stressed

I have been so tired since going back to work from Christmas break. It is really hard getting back into the swing of things. On top of that I haven't been able to sleep well. This morning I was so tired I actually fell asleep while temping. I woke up and said did it go off & dh was like yeah... a few minutes ago!

Today was also a very stressful day at work. We found out some of the many changes that are going to happen next year and I for one do not like them. We got a new superintendent this year and he wants to change EVERYTHING.... on top of that with budget cuts I'm still having to stress about whether I will even HAVE a job next year. I was RIFed last year but luckily they were able to hire me back. They go by last hired/least experience and unfortunately being only a second year teacher there aren't that many below me. My only hope is that some people retire. I keep telling myself I can't stress about this and what will be, will be but meetings like the one I had today really puts things into perspective.

I am 2dpo...I think. Even though FF doesn't agree with me, I am pretty positive that I am 2dpo today. No symptoms of course but I did go ahead and start taking B6 today. I decided to take it throughout post o to hopefully lengthen my lp. I didn't want to take it during my whole cycle because the one time I did my cycle was so wacky. I hope this works... I hope I'm pregnant... I hope I don't lose my job... I hope I can sleep tonight. Man I have a lot of hopes right now....