Tomorrow?

Will it be tomorrow that I get a positive OPK? I hope so. I'm sick of seeing so close to positive but just not quite yet. I have had a lot more EWCM this cycle than I ever have. I thought because that started earlier that I might actually O a little earlier this time. Now, I'm not thinking I will. Last cycle I O'd on day 18... today is day 16 and still no positive. I'm hoping tomorrow will give me a positive and I will O on day 18 again. That will be new year's day! Our preacher came by to visit this morning and he prayed with us about ttc. That gave me a peace that made me believe that it will happen EXACTLY when it is supposed to happen. God knows what is best for us... and knows when we should have our little angel and he will allow us to have our angel when the time is right. Personally, I hope the time is right like now... haha. But I have to be patient and  know that in God's time it will happen.

Last night my best friend & her hubby came over to eat. We grilled out, watched a movie, and just hung out. It was a lot of fun! We are going to leave in a few to go shopping and then meet up with my brother and his fiance for dinner tonight. I love Christmas break! It is hard to believe it is back to work for me on Monday though. I do miss my kids but I love having all this time to be able to do whatever I want to  whenever I want to.